A new chapter

So this is my blog. I dunno if its lame yet or not. Ill find out soon. My gf got me into this so i blame her. So some quick info about me, I go to Penn State and its awesome. lets just start there. This is my fourth year of college, its my second year here at Penn State, but I think PS (lets just call it that for now on....soo much easier) sees me as a junior. Credits n all, but that story is for another day.

I moved in on sunday but im missing my tv, xbox, and of course...well I'm not sure if i should use her name but shes my girlfriend and shes awesome, no seriously...she is awesome. I'm not just saying that because she has big boobs (they are magical), she really is awesome. She can be immature at times, but PSH...we all ARE immature more often than not. I don't know if she'll ever read this but I feel that she has more potential than either she or I see. Shes younger than me but sometimes acts older than she is. One of the main reasons why I love her and I started hanging out with her. (more about her later)

So my first week at PS is about half over...well no classes on friday so its half over or more. WHATEVER! Sunday, I moved in and felt...alone. idk if its because of something Rachel (yup thats her name) said to me eariler that day about "being all alone" and what not, but these feelings that I havnt felt in a long time flowed through me. I didn't like it, but when I woke up...I still sorta had those feelings. (ugh should I use real person's names or not? eh w.e I will just use first names) Before I moved in to PS, I knew this kid Kevin and...um...thats kinda it. I knew some people, but never hung out with them or anything. They just happened to be in one or more of my classes and we talked more than once and Ive seen them around campus. So I wake up and I still felt kinda alone...then I go to choir "da da dawwww" (btw thats the dramatic music put into words) and this dude McConnel? w.e his name is, gives us all the whole rap about being in choir and how its not just about messing around or an easy A or w.e. So he starts handing out music and kevin and I see he hands out two pieces that the chamber choir (we are soooooo much better than the regular choir) either did last term or were going to sing...and we are both like "WTF". Kevin goes "I dont like this guy anymore" and I'm thinking "FINALLY....someone who is on my side". Ok, dont get me wrong, this dude McConnell is a good choir conductor...just not for this choir. Someone should be giving him music and he should be teaching a much better choir. We are, after all, just a college choir full of people that want the easy A and the credit. ok more about that later..I'm getting tired.

Ok, monday night i went with kevin and some other people I didnt really know to LOL (Laugh Out Loud) and saw some comedian. He was funny. The good thing about him was the fact the he made jokes about race, politics, religion and the sort. So that was cool, nothing special.

Tonight was Crazy Bob's Electronic Giveaway. I didnt win anything. I sorta expected the prizes to be a little better, idky. There were a few dvds and iTunes gift cards that were given out I kinda wanted but sometimes I feel like I have too much. My parents pay for college, for gas, for food. I pay for...shit I want beyond that. Idk I always have this weird feeling when I hang out with people that I know have less than me. I sometimes feel like I should bring myself down to their level and lie about what I get. ok fine, Im spoiled. I know it. I have been...eh...forever? I do my best not to show it. I dont like those kids that are like "oh i have this and this and this and this and this....." blahblahblah "SHUT UP ALREADY!

I'm tired. This was kinda fun. I blame Rachel <3 for getting me into this, but maybe this will be good for me. Ill try to do this before i go to bed every night at PS. If im not in my dorm, im sure ill forget. Ugh i have a lot to do. Im gettin up mad early tomorrow morning to go home, shower, get my toothbrush (gotta love gum sometimes) and get stuff like my tv and my xbox. I def need things on my walls to make my dorm room more like my room at home. Then hopefully Ill feel more at home than i do now. Damn, I miss her...